No One Tells You

but the secret to really good feeling is 6-7 homemade mojitos (after 2 pints cider and 2 pints Guinness in the pub), couple Co-codamols and a buncha pipe-smoked hash. Wonderful. 

Feel so soft and warm and nice. Fan feels great on me. Not like a nite a few weeks back where I got too stoned in bed and the wall of fan air felt like an uninterrupted slab. Like it was 3D concrete and was just there, omnipresent and perpetual, It had a throb or vibration or propulsion to it so you felt like it was always steadily barrelling into your being. 

But right now I feel like I’m walking in a warm dry bath. The bedding feels like god’s breath on my body. Close to floating. Found the secret.